03 july 2002. 435 pm

so sometimes it's like this:

doot doot doot

life's going okay, it could be better [always could] but you know, whatever

doot doot doot

and then it'll hit you like

BAM BAM BAM HA HA YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU WERE WRONG HA HA HA HA SLAP KICK PUNCH JESUS CHRIST NOW YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT EVERYTHING HA HA YOU SUCK!!!!!!11!1!!!!!1!11!!!!!!!!

and then it'll be okay again later. maybe.

so i guess what i'm getting at is, sometimes life is kinda like a henry rollins song.

"see the monkey's eyes. look deep into the monkey's eyes as he comes to you smiling. day after day the monkey's eyes become bigger and bigger. soon the monkey's eyes are all you can see. soon the monkey's eyes become your eyes. you feel the monkey's bite. monkey see monkey do, monkey will DESTROY YOOOOOU!!!

i used to really like henry rollins when i was twelve. had his poetry book and everything.

so what was i talking about?