11 december 2002.1238 pm so pretty much if i'm not at home watching mtv hits [i'll never forgive you, at&t digital cable, for ruthlessly taking away mtv jams, one of the only things that brought me happiness in this cruel cruel world] or bbc america ["what not to wear" is one of my new favorite shows, if only because the two hosts look like frankensteins], i'm driving around and looking at christmas lights and chainsmoking, by myself. i also have a job, but believe me, it doesnt matter. B ORED BO RED BOR ED BORE D let's pretend it never happened and watch it start again [i think it has already]. THAT'S how bored i am.